A place to bitch. [entries|friends|calendar] sammy AMBULANCE VS. AMBULANCE InfoFriendsCalendarAdd MeAIM your gangster...even if you dont know it yet Ambulance X extracts several consultants the slow gumming death office orifice. Ambulance Y imprisons the sigh of recent amputee and dumps her in the xylophone trees. Ambulance X scours the tanning complex for repunzels rotting for skin cooking coffins. Ambulance Y drops the body off at the door step. Ambulance X pulls you out of the party and rubs your freckles like a DJ to his records but Ambulance Y teaches you the word goodbye and cuts up your hands to show you where you stand, under the monolith, under the monolith what is love and what is scam, what is sun and what is tan. The Ambulance Angels all pull up to your doorstep the sirens flash emergency, "Oh yeah, you'd better come quick." The Ambulance Angels chisel a crack in your mouth, and then they paint a landscape of your regret and shouts. Roll tape and decode the moans, Roll tape and decode the moans ventilate the scandal from these locked up mouth holes. You'll never see your wife and children again so tell us what it was going through your head, when you looked into their eyes and said "No thanks, I'll take the hooker instead." Roll tape and decode the moans, Roll tape and decode the moans, ventilate the scandal from these locked up mouth holes. Roll tape and decode the moans Roll tape and decode the moans You'll never see that office again so when the nurse amputates both of your thighs come a little bit closer to the mic and tell us what you miss more your desk or the hungry sky. The Ambulance Angels all pull up to the graveyard, and leave you there bubbling of broken sonnets and shards. The Ambulance Angels all notify your next of kin and show them the scrapbook of your operation: His head was a faucet leaking love, laughter and lies: all his secret wishes, all his world famous sighs. before you rollover, yeah before you give in, just remember we're coming back for your children [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

wow [Monday 3:05am December 29th] [ mood | refreshed ] I just read almost every entry I ever wrote in this thing, and I used to be really fucking crazy. I don't think pathetic is the right word, but it's the first one that comes to mind. I wish I could go back and open my eyes, and see all the people that loved, and cared about me. I wish I could go back and stop being so boy crazy. Oh well, live and learn.(Even though I really miss all the people who used to comment this thing, Marta, Gia, Dev, Dina, Grace, Jackie,Tim, Ashley, etc.) I'm so glad I'm older now and over almost all the bullshit that bothered me when I was 15. I also have to stop judging my sister so much with all the ridiculous shit she does, because I was almost exactly like her. I also think it's really funny that I still love the same music, even if I'm not quite as obsessed with Gerard Way as I once was. I like myself more then I used to, and I've learned to appreciate everything I have in life rather then sitting around whining about what I don't have. I've also learned that running away from issues doesn't fix them. AKA moving to long island in hopes of finding hot emo guys = dumb. So I guess I have learned a lot and changed a lot in the past 4 years, and I'm glad I had so many great people in my life to help me out along the way. btw, I was totally obsessed with vampires before anyone else =] 2 Roll tape Decode the moans.

[Sunday 8:04pm April 8th] hi livejournal. your so damn old school. 1 Roll tape Decode the moans.

[Thursday 8:21pm November 9th] sup playass im really bored and sick and i have the worst headache ever in the history of samkind today was pretty lame minus the part where i saw the oh beautiful slovak and now i ws gunna go see borat but i cant get my head of this pillow. i really want it to be next weekend because then i get to go back to laurens college and college is so ill and then after i come back from laurens college it will be my birthday in 2 days. its ill tho im getting my car on saturday and i think i'll be allowed to drive it next week because im so ill. not really but i am an awesome driver and SOON I WILL HAVE AN AWESOME AUTOMOBILE. like i know its a car and some people dont see it as a big deal but ive been dreaming of getting a car since i was 10 and my sister got the little barbie car and i would like park it and stuff and i was like "yo i'm gunna be an ill drivah" i said it exactly like that too im way ahead of my times. and also everyone has a car in my school but me..i mean all the seniors and sometimes im forced to walk home and thats really lame because..seniors dont walk..duh.... anyways thats really it really.. im gunna go take more advil and maybe a nap oh yeah i stayed up till 1 last night and woke up at 6 30 and im a baby and that hurrts ahha im never doing that again and i dont know how people do it everynight i would die Decode the moans.

[Monday 10:19pm October 2nd] heyy im so bored i should be walking sadie. this was the worst day off ever i didn't do anything. but i really dnt feel like being in long island this weekend i hopesth i can go to brooklyn or somesing. my icon is sadie! thats so exciting haha YESS ECONOMICS TEST TOMORROW AND SAT'S AGAIN IN 2 WEEKS THAT IM JUST NEVER GOING TO GET AROUND TO STUDYING FOR AND THE4N IM NEVER GOING TO GET INTO THE SCHOOL OF MY CHOICE AND THEN IM GUNNA BE MAD AT MYSELF ARRGHGG okay im sooo done haah peace! Decode the moans.

[Saturday 12:40pm September 2nd] so school starts in 4 days and when i think about it my stomach gets into knots and i want to run away and never ever come back. school is rough i mean that honestly it is so hard to get through everyday without wanting to die. not even being dramatic. but anywys thats not what i wanted to write abotu i wanted to write about how i only have one year left and next year im going to college and i absolutley can't wait. i know its hard work and all that but it just seems and apparently is so much fun and so different then anything ive ever experienced before. im just glad my mom and dad are finally letting me go away. im also really excited because in three months i get my car :) thats gunna be so awesome like unbelievably awesome. anyways i feel sad reading everyones lj entries and i think maybe i should be more grateful for the one thing i have thats steady and isnt to shabby. besides that i dno i think thats all i had to say i just really wanted to express how excited i am for college and no one who would really care was online haha. 1 Roll tape Decode the moans.

[Tuesday 9:41pm July 25th] things are a little better. i love camp. and little boys. lol :::) bklyn this weekend.. everyone go to the skate comp! btw happy 1 year and 3 days to me! (of living here) Decode the moans.

poopy brains dawg [Friday 11:10pm July 7th] omgg why does my life fucking deteriorate every single day. its like really unbelievable. i am left after 350 days of moving to this shit hole with 1/2 a friend and 1/2 a boyfriend. and absolutley no idea how im going to make it through this year, all by myself. its really terrible and i have no one to even talk to about it so ive resorted to livejournal and fucking xanga. i definatly just have to start a diary or something.and not to mention its completely pathetic that i feel closer to a group of 3 year old boys then i feel to anyone (thats not related to me) in my life. but i do love all those boys and there the light of my day, but in less then two months that will be over and ill have to start school and i swear im not even being overdramatic when i say i have 0 friends this year..0...wootttt im a senior with no life and no friends weeeeee. and really no matter wat everyone says it doesnt matter how nice you are or how hard you try because it doesnt pay off nothing ever fucking pays off. 1 Roll tape Decode the moans.

[Monday 4:04pm January 9th] [ mood | impatient ] [ music | a static lullaby ] i hate waiting i hate waiting i hate waiting i hate waiting i hate waiting i hate waiting i hate waiting i hate waiting and even more i hateee not knowing i hateeeeeeee it so much ugh but how i love myspaceeeeeeeee but how i hateeeee li and everyone in it and how i love some people in it but only like 2 and one of them i dont even know really but still i love them okay im gunna go wait some more ahhhhhhhhhhhi cant waittttttttttttttttttttttt Decode the moans.

[Sunday 11:34pm December 25th] hi okay so the last play date never happend but i made a new friend whos cooler and what not so nvm but yeah so christams was pretty cool me and the steins made a crazy ass movie called "the league of cracked out superheroes" and i was a super french prostitute and lauren was super shampoo man and candice was bad ass santa who stole laurens shampoo and made her go crazy haha it was awesome so now whoever comes over gets to watch it and whoever doesnt..is a loser!!!! merry christmass and yes tomorrow im meeting a boy from myspace HAHA 1 Roll tape Decode the moans.

[Wednesday 10:29pm November 23rd] HIIII someonee finallyyy invited me to paly with them yayy i think hes a pothead but yayy friendsss okay im done i hate my sister more then anything :) 1 Roll tape Decode the moans.

[Tuesday 11:00pm November 1st] [ mood | tired ] [ music | the starting line!! ] lj basically died to me lol this time last year ..tomorrow..so dead because of lj wow this year has been so weird who knew that i would be where i am right now a year ago..no one did thats so weird schools okay i made some friends im better some days then others watever later all 2 Roll tape Decode the moans.

[Wednesday 3:12am August 31st] [ mood | thirsty ] [ music | dave mathews negro ] lifes okay i start school id rather clean someones feet twice then go but i have to last night of summer so im staying up till 4 talking to a boy duh lol okay im officially a loser duh again good night 3 Roll tape Decode the moans.

[Thursday 12:15am August 25th] [ mood | gay ] this goes out to my best friend..tim lavin ehem..where to start..well i guess we can start with me thanking you for being there for me the entire winter i mean you did so mcuh for me as a friend no matter wat and that really means and meant a lot too me becuase we know wat a shitty winter it was indeed.. and i knew i could always call you wen the shit hit the fan and you would make me feel better...so even though there was a whole month that we didnt talk its okay cause we got over it and then i broke my toe on you lmao.. i dont know wat im gunna do without you for most of the winter.. i might have to calll you like daily.. i just might.. okay i wont drag this little entry out... in conclusion thansk for always being there and as you know im always here for you have funn at collegee you big man youuu 1 Roll tape Decode the moans.

[Saturday 11:50pm August 20th] [ mood | angry ] [ music | my effing speakers are BROKENNNNNNNNNNNNNNnn ] id like to take this oppurtinity (i cant spell fuck you) to thank all my great friends for coming to visit me, while i rot out in long island by myself..with my one friend who is always at work..i start school next week and its gunna be like fucking hell its nice ot know i know ill have people who love me somewhere else..NOT 5 Roll tape Decode the moans.

[Tuesday 1:21am August 16th] [ mood | gloomy ] omg harry potter 6 is OFFICIALLY the most depressing and upsetting book ever even though thanks to the fags on myspace who ruined it for me before i finsihed 4 and 5 in less then a week caue im super cool..wow im so saddened i just sobbed as if i watched the notebook or something i fear the 7th book i really do i dont know if ill be able to read it. Decode the moans.

[Friday 11:30pm July 29th] [ mood | ANGRY GRRRRR ] [ music | MY GOD DAMN SPEAKERS ARE BROKEN!!!! ] omg i am so effing bored and miserable and someone/anyone come visit me so i can pretend i have more then 1 friend because i honeslty have never been so effing alone... grrrrrrr and boy down the block..TOTAL FAILURE!!!!!!!!!!! i officialy as of this moment invite everyone in the entire world to come to my house foir as long as there little hearts desire.. not that anyone wil come but still i figured id announce it 2 Roll tape Decode the moans.

coming to you from brooklyn..for the last time..a lj entry by samantha cantore [Friday 12:39am July 22nd] [ mood | my last tired feeling in bk ] [ music | the silence of mill basin for the last night :( ] wow i cant beleive that in 9 hours ill be leaving this house, calling it mine for the last time in my entire life..this is so weird like the weirdest thing i have ever experienced..i cant beleive its already july 22nd..i have to say goodbye to my hamster i buried in my backyard before i go..i also have to try to retain all the memories i possibly can of this house..except for maybe a few..but wow this is strange... i might not be online tomorrow cuase my new house is sort of retarded and we dont have air conditioning so i'll be sleeping at my friend laurens house for like 3 weeks lol it sucks only cause she has like no food..and its not my bed..and its not my room..and its like not my life..ehh i have some major adjusting to do..wish me luck loves.. ill see you all sunday wow so technically im not moving tomorrow..im moving today.. haha sorry if im being mad dramatic but if you ever experience this..its horrible 1 Roll tape Decode the moans.

dont mind me [Monday 2:41am July 18th] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | the bravery in my head for some unknown reason ] sometimes i think the world is crazy, everyone in it and everyone around it..including myself of course..our system of living is so irreversible that even if we started over..we would end up the same way.. i think too much..i watch the history channel too much..and i talk to much.. your all insane! all of you!! oggidy boogidy!! 3 Roll tape Decode the moans.

[Friday 11:30pm July 15th] [ mood | tired ] [ music | my tv ] so in a week ill be updating telling you all im sitting in my new red room and im exhausted from moving all day..ill probably hopefully be telling everyone wat spencer loooks like also..wow im a sick stalker man lol..so today i went to go pick the colors of my room and stuff and it turns out the house has like mad problems like the wall is all wet and all this other stuff. hmph but it will be okay after that damn contracter decides to show up..so i think this entry is pretty pointless im just really excited lol..okay i love you all.. later gees 1 Roll tape Decode the moans.

[Thursday 1:39am June 30th] [ mood | tired ] [ music | the movielife ] WiNdSdWnThErOaD [1:35 AM]: lol yeah but its so weird FaBoLouS LiL GiA [1:37 AM]: lol FaBoLouS LiL GiA [1:37 AM]: its their fla-vaaa FaBoLouS LiL GiA [1:37 AM]: us white girls leike it WiNdSdWnThErOaD [1:38 AM]: haha WiNdSdWnThErOaD [1:38 AM]: thats sick bro FaBoLouS LiL GiA [1:38 AM]: i know lol FaBoLouS LiL GiA [1:38 AM]: but its true WiNdSdWnThErOaD [1:38 AM]: lol maybe FaBoLouS LiL GiA [1:38 AM]: can u think of a better reason why we dig them lol WiNdSdWnThErOaD [1:38 AM]: haha..no WiNdSdWnThErOaD [1:38 AM]: lmao WiNdSdWnThErOaD [1:38 AM]: no i cant lmao gia what would i do without you..im not gunna have to think about that cause even tho im going away your coming with me cause i love you alwaysss and foreverrrrrr 1 Roll tape Decode the moans.

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